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Saturday, June 12th, 2004
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im hungry and its like 5am
You're Element is Night. You're a loner who is very
creative but never show your work to anyone.
You may smile a little but sadness or
loneliness surround you and other can feel it
when they're near you. You have a dark or
unusual beauty that makes you mysterious and
you probably have a lot of secrets that you've
never told anyone. You're beauty is intriging
and unorthidox but the real thing that makes
you special is your eyes. Something in them
makes them like "Diamonds in the
Rough"
What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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Wednesday, January 21st, 2004
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so.. here i am... waiting around for alli and michelle to call me back, cuz i called them, expecting to go out. now this was 2 weeks ago, gam and i havent left the house
im pretty sure sam was fired from his job, seeing as we havent left the house in 2 weeks cuz we're still waiting for them to call back
seeing as at least one of them was excited to go out
and ive missed my clinicals cuz we're waiting, wating waiting
looks as tho theyve "pulled one"
psh
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Wednesday, December 31st, 2003
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all dressed up... and now where to go.
story of my life.
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Wednesday, December 24th, 2003
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i love my boyfriend
also
i love cake
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Saturday, December 20th, 2003
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if youre off my friends list its cuz youre a slut and i hate you
and you should probably die.
but not really
but yes. really.
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Thursday, December 18th, 2003
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sometimes people (guys) do certain things without even thinking about what their gf will feel
think people
THINK
hey, maybe this will bother her, hey maybe she feels uneasy about this
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Saturday, December 13th, 2003
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I have a UTI
yay
I don't know whats better, a UTI or a Yeast infection.
good thing I'll get to try them out back to back seeing as antibiotics cause yeast infections, yay
ugh
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Thursday, December 4th, 2003
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yay Sam got me "Pirates of the Caribbean"
so I gave him his bon jovi shirt and uhhh miles davis? is that it, probably not.. it really doesn't even count
**************
or maybe you didn't think at all and that's why I feel what I feel now
well one of these days youre going to recognize JUST WHO you've thrown away
im so tired, I have to pick Sam up in an hour then more Xmas shopping needs to be done
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Friday, November 28th, 2003
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"girls you've got to know, when its time to turn the page. when you're only wet because of the rain"
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Sunday, November 23rd, 2003
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ahhhhhhahahahhahaha
sams throwing fit over bon jovi being on tv and gay people
hahahahh
na na na na na na
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Saturday, November 22nd, 2003
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A BIG HI-FIVE GOES OUT TO SAM FOR GETTING A NEW JOB (he wouldn't do high-ten)
We went to see "pirates of the Caribbean" tonight. it was a good movie, now I have to own it. we also got free food.. we're so poor, but we managed to got out for the night for just $6.. well it was his money cuz im broke... thanks to my baby for a fun night
oh
and as I said, Sam got a new job, yay for him
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Saturday, November 15th, 2003
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whos up for taking me on a date?
yeah.. that's what i thought
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Sunday, October 26th, 2003
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OK FAGTARDS..... NOVEMBER 2ND THERE IS A TRIP PLANNED TO FRIGHT FEST
IF YOU WANT TO GO LET ME KNOW... SO FAR I GUESS ITS SAM, ROSIE, JESSE, MAYBE JESSICA,..... MICHELLE... MAYBE CHAD?
I have room for 3 more in my car
so reply here or im me or e-mail me
I don't care do something.,.. just let me know if you want to go
today = fun
me = tired
bye
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Wednesday, October 22nd, 2003
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I guess im walking to school tomorrow.. since I was supposed to spend the night at my nice boyfriends house cuz I need to take My car to school
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so I talked to my friend mark for like 3 hours.......
im glad ive met him
hes a smart guy and we talked about lesbians..
that cant be a bad thing hah
anyway now I have a friend at school
I used to see him a lot more when I didn't know him tho hah
that's kinda weird
anyway if you ever come back here, thank you
anyway my uterus hurts now
" aint never been hit by a man.. ive been choked and shot at before but I aint never been hit"
hah
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sorry carrie... sam wouldn't bring me my car
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Tuesday, October 21st, 2003
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chulo totally got hit on 2 times today at petko
these people were looking for a dog to breed their dog with.. I wish he wasn't fixed.. stupid humane society... that's not very HUMANE but they loved chulo
they wondered how someone could have given him up.. that's something I don't understand myself.. he is just too sweet.. hes the best dog ever.. I swear if I moved somewhere that didn't allow dogs I would find another place to live cuz hes like my baby I couldn't live without him and I would never give him up
aww look at him
hes a witch
BUT FIRST HIM AND THIS LITTLE GIRL DOG KEPT SNIFFING EACH OTHER
I TYPED THATin caps and there is no way im doing it over
but that was cute too
yeah this was all about my dog... and what?
yesterday I hung out at pizza shuttle... kinda like old times but not really
those days were so much more care free and people were much cooler...
going there anyway of the week and everyone would be there.. or everyone going to a show then going there after... then it wasn't cool to be "hardcore" anymore
then it was even less cool to be straight edge
but til the day I die I guess I will be uncool
but ill probably still be alive and not have a drug abuse related illness
so in the end
I win
jk
anyway
yeah I still remember those days... crazy days
not necessarily better days.. but fun days
Sarah and Matt matera made those days insanely funny
"go back to Africa"
I met Sam back then too
but he never wanted to hang out cuz we always tried to get him to do stuff with us
I remember the first time a saw shai hulud
then almost dying with Matt matera after that.. fun stuff
anyway.. I can go on and on about those days
who the hell says golly tamale?
this show should die.
anyway I love this picture
it aint no lie
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Saturday, October 18th, 2003
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bitch. why you all up in my stank?
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Friday, October 17th, 2003
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when comfort is too much to ask for.....
today sucked
my dog is hungry
I didn't drink anything all day til now and I woke up at 930
yeah sweetest day
happy love day everybody
I wanted lord hug n kiss (or something like that)
its weird that I was thinking about that trash strike episode today cuz I was watching the garbage men pick up our trash and I was thinking if my car was parked right there and they hit it that I would go outside and yell at them
then they would get all mad and I would be like, "oh yeah, what are you going to do? cut off our service?" then someone would have to write a letter of apology to them cuz our trash started to pile up
man... im weird
anyway that's also the love day episode
sweetest day is much like valentines day, the most disappointing days in the world
well, I guess that could be any day
but those always seem to be even more so disappointing
is it wrong to say, "if you wont let go, how will I ever move on?"
I need to sleep this all away
**********
tomorrow after I drop Sam off at the haunted house, im taking my dog and im going to sit myself by the lake
then im going to get attacked by cudahy trash
I just want him to be here and give me a hug or something
but sometimes such simple things like that are too much to ask for
you cant always get your way
man PMS sucks
someone should kill my uterus
I guess sometimes I just think about stuff a lot.. like I wish I were just this spectacular girl
instead im just Spictacular.. no im jk
but yeah sometimes I feel like I give all I can and its just taken for granted.. I don't know.. maybe I just ask for too much or expect too much from certain people
but I never thought I did
I don't really ask for anything
I just want something
and sometimes I just fight with myself
and I have these long conversations with myself, in my head
and everything comes out in there and everything is said
but in reality, when I try to talk.. sometimes it just never comes out..
I really do consider these things I feel and or have to say to be of great importance..
I do speak my mind
but with this stuff
it just confuses me to no end
I really do think its the time of the year that's messing with me hardcore right now.
I suppose I will talk to someone about it... but its like when I do try to get something out the other person doesn't respond
I guess I just really want to talk to Sam right now
I never write in here... ill probably just delete it in a minute anyway
SOMEBODY LISTEN TO ME
somebody talk to me....
please
ps this dude really sucks.. i really dont like him..... yeah whatever cuz you are the best in the world and youre not a faggot....
yeah i think we all know who were talking about.. ::beep beep::
well at least gam does
im not trying to start drama either, i just dont like him
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Sunday, October 12th, 2003
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how do you become and coroner
cuz im so at that school for ever
its weird
like I was thinking today how people are so different... cuz I was read journals other than my fiends list and thinking about different jobs...
like I cant imagine being a lawyer or anything like that, people are just so different and weird, its funny
anyway
im going to die
and that sucks
ive been thinking a lot about that too...
I don't know I guess we all have to but
I want to see what happens to this world in the future
I hope someone fixes America in the future tho cuz the way we are right now, we're just all going to kill each other off and we all probably deserve that
that's the only reason I don't want to have kids
when I see myself having kids I see this perfect world with my kids...
but im reality it wont be like that, not in this world
gay
beeeeeeeeeeeeeep beeeeeeeeeeeeeep beeeeeeeeeeeeeeep beeeeeeeeeeeeeep
::Sirens going off::
I went out with sam yesterday.. I love my car, that is all
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